On the fast lane in full speed then suddenly going on a complete stop. This what I exactly feel like lately. It started when I had my check-up for my long-time stomach boo boo and the result required me to be back in the hospital every other week and a surgery - which means I had to stay for 5 days in the hospital. I never liked hospital, I hated it. But these past 6 months, I have been in the hospital more than I could ever imagine. They say that what you love most hurts you - and honestly, I've been hurting, not my physical wounds but the fact that I could never eat and drink the way I did before. I have to say goodbye to my carefree eating lifestyle - eat whetever you want and drink 'til you drop. I can only reminisce how that feels now. Probably one of the hardest goodbye in my life. For now, healthy food and no alcoholic drinks. (NOOOO. HELP!!) I understand that this is my fault, I took my body for granted and never cared for it properly. Now, I have no choice but to do it right. xoxo, M.
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She wonders and wandersMonica writes about her life, what she eats, what she reads and where she goes. This space is where her thoughts, experiences, memories and feelings turn into words. She's glad that she can share with you. Archives
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